我的那个人

总会有个人时常让你把笑容挂在嘴边。
不管他做了什么动作（跳舞，唱歌，模仿），你依然会笑着面对他，因为你觉得只要能和她在一起就是幸福的。

总会有个人让你时时刻刻的担心他。。
你会因为它不开心，而就算他睡了你也不会安心的睡， 一直起来看看电话，担心他会睡不着。当他夜归时，你会想要等到他回家， 但他会告诉你，不用担心，你也因为累了，却睡着了。

总会有个人不知道你要的是什么，但你从来不介意。
往往因为你的没说，而导致吵架，你本身不喜欢说出来希望他慢慢的知道，就算说了，他也仍然没发觉，但你依然深爱着他。你知道，不是因为他能满足你的要求而爱他的。

总会有个人让你时时刻刻地记在心里。
无论你做什么事情，你都会想到他。你想他时，同时也在想他有没有想你。你恨不得他每天都呆在你身边。

总会有个人每次都以为你在生他的气，但其实你没有。
往往他会以为你生气了，不爽了，就跑来你家找你。你不开心时，他会想尽办法都回你笑。


*我想告诉我的那个人，因为你今天不开心，我睡得不安心，也因为这样，种种的回忆在脑海里徘徊。我把我想说的都在这写了，我爱你不是因为你的外表，而是你真实的那一面。♥

written with love,

Emily.

怕

时间过得真快，也令有些事情改变得很快。
我想你，但却没有勇气信息你，怕打扰你。
不知何时，我成了你的阻碍。
我只能这样下去吗？每个人都希望时间能从来。
我后悔了，真的后悔了。
反省又能怎样，说了对不起那又怎样。
一句对不起不会换来原谅。
寂寞陪了我一夜，换来了冷淡。
终于，睡着了。但又被吓醒了。
不喜欢噩梦，不如意的事件连续的发生。
我，找不到安慰。
原来我是那么的害怕我身边的人离去。

。

I hate these days a lot.
Things got wrong and gone worst. I never get things right.
I hate myself a lot now.
I hate everything about myself. I dont deserves the good things.
I apologize for what i've done.
Sorry for making you angry.
Sorry for blocking your way and disturbing you.
Sorry for making your day a disaster.
Sorry for my attitude.
I'll never be a good one to you, I knew it myself.
There soon will be.

I'm sorry,

,emily.

Exam finish finally.
Got results for 3 subjects out of 10.
Perhaps not as i expected. so, not really that happy.
Holidays now. 1 week time.
Seems like i have a lot of things undone. shyte.
piles of homework are waiting for me. *sigh
I cant really enjoy my holiday this year until after the spm. wth.
Grats to those whose got great results for spm last year.  :)

written w/ love.

,emily.

second, third and fourth day of cny

My grandma cooked siam laksa on the second day.
Jameson, my sis, godwin and i went to grandma hse to eat.
Then sister and godwin went off to prangin for movie.
jameson went home. and i went to aunt hse with mummy.
My uncle's birthday falls on that day.
Whole family went to summer garden for dinner to celebrate his birthday.

w/ nelly.

we're fading away. lol

nelly trying to take picture of me.

Justin, my little cousin brother keep giving me all sorts of name.
Lily, Bobo, Kang Kang and so on. But he is cute. I love him.
Went back to aunt hse after dinner and the adults start to play jiramid.

my second uncle. he's not praying but i dont know how to describe what he's doing. That's what they do when they having running nose.

me.

was too bored. they say i look like a maid. == what do you think?

I was so tired and i went to sleep. woke in the midnight and saw they still playing.
They played until 5 in the morning. Can u believe how they addicted to the thing? ==
I went home around 7 in the morning, bath and so on and went out at 9 something near 10.
my uncle, whom birthday on ytd were going bec on the third day of cny.
We had breakfast with them, and they went to airport.
Goodbye justin! we'll see you soon.
After that, mummy, sista and I went to visit my art teacher, also my k-ma.
I lose money there, she keep call me and my sis to play cards. T.T
Went to singapore aunt house then. I love the house. So big, so nice and yet simple.
They have the sea view too. I wish i stay there. Relaxing. haha
Went to gurney for movie with bunch of ppl then
watches 14 blades and little big soldier.
Jameson and Chris was forcing me and vanessa talk to each other.
But we dunno what to talk. so embarassing. LOL!

jameson, me, vanessa & chris.

Look of the day!

Lastly, i stayed at home whole day during the fourth day of cny. :)

with love,

,emily.

First day of CNY

So i headed to dad's house around 11am.
Get my angpau and then wait for my uncle from UK to call back.
We talk using video call and the first thing he say was,
'wah, kah yee, kah mung, u all wanna save cut hair eh money isit?' ==
nevermind, I miss xiao qi so much. She's so pretty and cute in the video cam.
guess what, she's only 3++ and she has a iphone.
And her iphone got dirty and she washed it with water. she thought everything can be clean washed by water. awwww~ how cute.
My smallest uncle had became daddy start from this year, he bought a dog and named it wisley.
Everyone doesn't know how to pronounce and called her as miss lee. LOL. The Lee's family.
Headed to granny's house around 1 something.
All of them reached there already and left me and my sis only.
wish, wish , wish and get angpau.
All of them say if jameson didn't come i didn't get to take my angpau. how cruel.
but they gave it to me also, except one big packet one. T.T
relative came along, chit-chat and went to gurney.
Cinema was crowded will people and loads of shop didn't open.
Went to manhanttan's for dinner and went to aunt house.
Finally, jameson came. and i get my angpau. LOL
Went to gp again w/ him, thought of watching movie but almost all full house.
So we bought ticket for tuesday, 14 blades.
I wanna watch so many movies. ahhhhhh~
walking around gp till 11 something near 12 and went home.
That's all for my first day.

guess, u guys having a great one also right? :)

♥ wisley.

my mummy. :p

nelly and I.

both of us w/ justin at the back.

I like this one.

The one and only me.

w/ loads and loads of love,

,Emily. 

Happy CNY & Valentines

Sorry for abandon this blog for a long long time.
I don't have enough time to blog. Sorryyyyy. Forgive me? :)
So left a few more hours to chinese new year and valentine's day.
Everyone expecting it including me. I love angpau's.
This year is about the tiger, but i guess it doesn't affect the rooster aight? 
Rooster gonna be lucky. lol.
Most couple are going on a date, i hope mine goes well to. *prays*
Every family have their reunion dinner today. Peoples from outstation are coming back.
Penang gonna be very very crowded.
So do i, i'm gonna spend my afternoon in my aunt house, and then going to my dad's house at night.
Two steamboat in one day. I'm gonna be FAT! ><
Toodles now. I need some time for preparation.
Stay tune. Will blog soon. If possible everyday of cny.

Happy Chinese New Year; Happy Valentine's Day;

,emily.